confession of my past

takut gagal? pasti. meski gw suka kepedean, tapi gw takut bakal gagal. meski gw sok enjoy nikmatin kekalahan, tapi gw pasti nyesek sebetulnya.
yang kemaren? gw lupa. gw lupa gw pernah gagal apa aja. ngapain juga di itung-itung. di inget aja kagak. beberapa yg 'gak sengaja' keingetan, tu gw paksain buat support gw biar lemah trus-trusan. gw payah. tapi gw sotoy. sok tau. sok asik. sok yakin. kepedean tepatnya.
bismillah aja laa.
tawakkal. qanaah. percaya. meski gw tao bakal gagal. maju aj cing, anggep aja coba-coba berhadiah. ahaha.
eia, gambaran gw ttg idup ini yg bisa gagal bisa hepi, gw inget aja, gw tu cm pasien di ruang tunggu rumah sakit. gw gak tau kapan giliran gw kaan? kecuali gw dateng paling awal, jadi gw bisa perkiraan siapa dluan yg dpt giliran (arisan maksud loh we?).
nah tapi kan gw baru masuk ruang tunggu dokter, di situ udaa bejibun pasien ngantri.
ohmyGod.
hmm, slagi nunggu giliran, gw kan bisa baca buku, dgr radio d ruang tunggu, ya kaan?

yowes laa, kita nyanyi aja..Great DJ- the ting things, tau kaan?

Fed up with your indigestion.
Swallow words one by one.
Your folks got high at a quarter to five.
Don’t you feel you’re growing up undone.

Nothing but the local DJ.
He said he had some songs to play.
What went down from this fooling around.
Gave hope and a brand new day.

Imagine all the girls,
Ah ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah.
And the boys,
Ah ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah.
And the strings,
Eee, eee, eee, eee, eee, eee, eee, eee.
And the drums, the drums, the drums, the drums, the drums, the drums, the drums, the drums, the drums, the drums, the drums, the drums.

Oh.

Nothing was the same again.
All about where and when.
Blowing our minds in a life unkind.
Gotta love the bpm.
When his work was all but done
Remembering how this begun.
We wore his love like a hand in a glove.
There’s a future plays it all night long.

Nothing but the girls,
Ah ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah.
And the boys,
Ah ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah.
And the strings,
Eee, eee, eee, eee, eee, eee, eee, eee.
And the drums, the drums, the drums, the drums, the drums, the drums…..

Imagine all the girls.
Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah.
And the boys,
Ah ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah.
And the strings,
Eee, eee, eee, eee, eee, eee, eee, eee.
And the drums,
Ah ah ah ah, ah, ah, ah, oh.

All the girls
Ah ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah.
And the boys,
Ah ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah.
And the strings,
Eee, eee, eee, eee, eee, eee, eee, eee.
And the drums, the drums, the drums, the drums.